ISKCON observance 2025-09-17T06:55:56Z

It was one of those chaotic mornings where my phone buzzed with work reminders, and my mind raced through deadlines, completely oblivious to the fact that it was an ekadashi day—a sacred fasting period in my ISKCON practice. I had been relying on a jumble of digital calendars and mental notes, which left me feeling like a ship lost at sea, tossed by waves of modern life's demands. The frustration was palpable; I missed the serenity that should accompany these spiritual milestones, and it gnawed

I still remember the crushing guilt when I realized I'd feasted on rice during Ekadashi last monsoon season. My stomach churned not from the grains, but from the spiritual stumble – caught unaware because my handwritten calendar got soaked in the sudden downpour. That soggy notebook symbolized everything wrong: smudged ink, crossed-out dates, and constant anxiety about missing sacred windows. My morning japa sessions became clouded with calendar calculations instead of clarity.