A Spark at Sixty
A Spark at Sixty
Rain lashed against my kitchen window, each drop echoing the hollow ache in my chest. Six months since Helen left, taking forty years of shared routines with her. My grown kids video-called with cheerful faces, but their digital squares couldn't fill the physical silence of this empty house. One Tuesday, Martha from bridge club thrust her phone at me after we'd folded the last hand. "Stop moping, Henry," she barked, pointing at a sunflower-yellow icon called SeniorMatch. "My sister met a tango instructor on this. Even their matching algorithm weeds out the crypt-keepers." Her crass humor made me wince, but that night, whiskey courage had me downloading it.
Creating a profile felt like writing a eulogy for my old life. Uploading photos - me grinning beside a trout, Helen cropped out awkwardly - triggered phantom smells of campfire smoke and her lavender perfume. But then came the questions: "What makes your heart race now?" I typed "birdwatching at dawn" instead of "not eating alone." When it asked about dealbreakers, I hesitated before selecting "smokers" and "doesn't laugh at dad jokes." The location-based event suggestions surprised me - a jazz night at the local library, just three blocks away. I almost swiped past Robert's profile until his bio caught me: "Retired history teacher who burns toast daily. Seeking fellow clumsy souls." His main photo showed him laughing mid-sneeze beside a collapsed soufflé.
First messages felt like shouting into an abyss. One woman sent a close-up of her cat's infected eye. Another asked my net worth in sentence two. But Robert replied to my terrible woodpecker pun with: "That's nothing! I once convinced students the Hundred Years' War lasted 116 years because I couldn't do math." We volleyed stories for days - his disastrous attempt at beekeeping, my humiliation at pickleball with teenagers. SeniorMatch's interface fought us though. The video call feature glitched constantly, freezing Robert mid-laugh into a pixelated gargoyle. Once, the app notified me of his message three hours late, leaving me staring at my silent phone like a fool.
Meeting him felt like skydiving without a parachute. Outside the library jazz event, I spotted Robert immediately - taller than photos suggested, nervously adjusting a bowtie speckled with what looked like egg yolk. "Hope you like screechy saxophones," he grinned, handing me a thermos. "Spiked cocoa. My defense against bad music." Inside, the humid air clung with the scent of old paper and wet wool. Between songs, we whispered terrible critiques of the band ("That clarinetist plays like he's choking a goose"). When his knee accidentally brushed mine during a ballad, electric warmth shot through me - the first physical contact I'd had in months that wasn't a doctor's gloved hand.
Walking home, rain had softened to mist. Under a streetlamp, Robert suddenly halted. "Confession," he said, eyes gleaming. "I chose this venue because the acoustics hide stomach growls. I forgot lunch." His laughter bounced off the wet pavement, infectious and real. Later, opening SeniorMatch to message him goodnight, I noticed Martha's sister had liked my profile. I deleted the app immediately. Some sparks shouldn't be left to algorithms.
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