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That first inhale of Berlin air felt like swallowing crushed glass - minus fifteen degrees and my breath crystallizing before me. Three bulging suitcases mocked me from the center of an echoing Charlottenburg loft, their zippers bursting like overstressed promises. Every relocation muscle memory fired at once: the frantic pat-down for misplaced keys, the squint at indecipherable thermostat hieroglyphs, that hollow dread pooling in my stomach when realizing the Wi-Fi router blinked its mocking re