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Rain lashed against my apartment window in Oslo last January, the kind of icy needles that make you question why anyone lives this far north. My phone buzzed with another canceled flight notification - the third that week. Stranded. Alone. Unable to visit my dying father back in Kerala. That's when the trembling started, this violent shaking that had nothing to do with the Arctic chill seeping through the glass. I fumbled through my apps like a drowning man grasping at driftwood until my thumb l
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Monsoon clouds hung low that July morning when I finally admitted defeat. Three months of sleepless nights had hollowed me out - a ghost shuffling between hospital corridors and silent waiting rooms. My father's sudden stroke left me stranded between medical jargon and helplessness, drowning in a language I'd abandoned decades ago when chasing corporate dreams in concrete jungles. That sterile hospital smell still haunts me: antiseptic, fear, and the metallic tang of unanswered prayers.