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The scent of lavender candles should've calmed me that Tuesday morning, but all I tasted was panic. Three regulars stood at the counter, fingers tapping, while I scrambled behind displays like a squirrel hunting lost acorns. "The new seasonal collection? Absolutely!" My voice cracked as I ducked behind shelves, knocking over a pyramid of handmade soaps. The storage room was a labyrinth of unlabeled boxes - my "system" of sticky notes fluttering like surrender flags. Sweat trickled down my spine

That Tuesday morning smelled like burnt coffee and impending doom when I tore open the electricity bill for my Kochi apartment. Three thousand rupees more than last month? My palms went slick against the paper while monsoon rain lashed the windows. How could a single guy working from home consume enough power to light up a small stadium? My mind raced through possibilities: faulty wiring? AC left running? Meter tampering? That's when my neighbor Ramesh leaned over our shared balcony, steam risin

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My knuckles were white from gripping the steering wheel as another talk radio segment cut to commercials. Election billboards blurred past like propaganda ghosts – vague promises about "freedom" and "values" without substance. That Tuesday morning, I felt untethered from the political process, drowning in fragmented headlines and performative Twitter threads. The caffeine wasn't working; my phone buzzed with yet another fundraising text while local news played mute on the diner TV. A stranger's

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