algorithmic intimacy 2025-10-27T13:15:15Z

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I remember slamming my laptop shut that Tuesday, knuckles white as my team's Slack channel exploded. We'd spent three hours hunting for the client's compliance checklist – buried somewhere between Sharepoint's labyrinthine folders and Susan's cryptic email thread from 2021. My forehead pressed against the cool glass window as rain blurred the city lights below, that acidic tang of panic rising in my throat. Hybrid work felt like juggling chainsaws blindfolded: engineers in Bangalore asking for s