campus community 2025-10-26T21:17:54Z

The hum of the refrigerator was my only company that Tuesday. Rain lashed against my Brooklyn apartment windows like handfuls of gravel, trapping me in a damp, yellow-lit isolation. Four days into a brutal flu, my throat felt shredded by sandpaper, and my skin prickled with that peculiar loneliness that settles when you're too sick for visitors but too human to endure silence. My phone glowed accusingly on the coffee table – another endless scroll through polished, impersonal feeds. Then I remem

The city slept under a bruise-purple sky when my alarm shattered the silence. 4:17 AM. Fajr. That sacred, silent hour before the world stirs had become my battleground. For months, my prayer mat felt like foreign soil. Jet lag from constant business trips left my internal compass spinning. Was it time? Had I missed it? That gnawing uncertainty coiled in my gut every dawn, turning what should be solace into a source of low-grade panic. I'd fumble with browser tabs calculating prayer times, squint

Rain lashed against my studio apartment window like thousands of tiny fists demanding entry – a percussion section to the symphony of isolation that had scored my life since relocating to this rain-slicked city. Three months. Three months of echoing footsteps in empty hallways, of conversations reduced to "paper or plastic?" with grocery clerks, of scrolling through dating apps where every photo felt like a billboard screaming "JUDGE ME!" That particular Tuesday at 1:47 AM found me hunched over