christmas 2025-10-26T07:11:15Z

Rain lashed against the window as my thumb hovered over the glowing screen, heartbeat thudding louder than the storm outside. Three seconds left on the draft clock, and I was drowning in a sea of names - Johnson, Williams, Thompson - blurring into meaningless alphabet soup. Last season's catastrophic third-round pick of "Mr. Irrelevant" flashed before me when the notification pulsed: Tier 1 RB available - 98% consensus start. That crimson alert cut through the fog, my finger jabbing the screen j

Rain lashed against the bedroom window that Tuesday night, each droplet echoing the hollow ache in my chest after another empty sermon. Pastor Michaels' polished words about resurrection felt like museum pieces behind glass - preserved, distant, untouchable. My fingers trembled as I scrolled through seminary forums again, those tantalizing fragments about Mary Magdalene's stolen voice taunting me. "Seek and ye shall find," they said, but all I found were academic paywalls and dead links. Then it

You haven't truly known silence until you've walked hospital corridors at 3 AM, the only sounds being ventilator sighs and the squeak of your own shoes. That's when loneliness becomes a physical weight, pressing against your scrubs with every step. One particularly brutal December shift after losing a long-term patient, I slumped in the nurse's station choking back tears. My phone glowed accusingly from my pocket - that little rectangle holding everything except what I needed. Then Maria from pa

I remember the day I decided to tackle the jungle that was my backyard. It was a humid Saturday morning, the kind where the air feels thick enough to chew, and I was sipping lukewarm coffee on my porch, staring at the overgrown mess. Weeds had claimed the flower beds, the fence was sagging like a tired old man, and the dream of a serene outdoor space felt like a distant mirage. That’s when I downloaded the ManoMano app, almost on a whim, after a friend’s casual mention. Little did I know, it wou

Rain lashed against my apartment window at 3 AM, mirroring the chaos inside me. Job rejection number eleven had arrived hours earlier, and the Psalm 22 passage on my phone screen blurred through exhausted tears - "My God, why have you forsaken me?" The words weren't just ancient poetry; they were my raw scream into the void. I'd scrolled through five devotional apps that night, each offering chirpy platitudes that felt like pouring lemon juice on an open wound. Then my trembling thumb stumbled u

Midnight oil burned through my bedroom window as thunder rattled the old oak outside. There I sat—knees pulled to chest, phone glowing like some digital confessional—staring at the verse that had haunted me all week: "Ask and it will be given." Ask what? How? My youth group leader's advice echoed uselessly: "Just pray about it." Easy for him to say when his faith felt like solid oak while mine splintered like wet kindling. That's when my thumb, moving on pure desperation, found the icon: a green

The rain slapped against the chapel windows like impatient fingers, mirroring the frantic drumming in my chest. Sunday service loomed in 45 minutes, and the worn guitar case felt heavier than lead as I hauled it onto the creaking wooden stage. My usual setlist? Forgotten on the kitchen counter. Panic, cold and slick, coiled in my stomach. The worship team’s expectant faces blurred as I fumbled open the case, the smell of old wood and resin doing nothing to calm my nerves. My fingers, stiff and c

CRL MinistriesThis app is packed with powerful content and resources to help you grow and stay connected. With this app you can:- Watch or listen to past messages- Follow along with our Bible reading plan- Sign up for events - Watch the latest CRL Announcements- Read articles and blog posts- Stay up to date with push notifications- Share your favorite messages via Twitter, Facebook, or email- Video and Audio podcast of previous services

Gate B17 smelled of stale pretzels and desperation. My knuckles whitened around my boarding pass as the seventh delay announcement crackled overhead. Somewhere over the Atlantic, my grandmother’s funeral procession would be starting without me. That specific hollow ache—part grief, part helpless fury—throbbed behind my ribs. I’d scrolled through music playlists, news feeds, even frantic work emails, each swipe amplifying the void. Then, almost accidentally, my thumb found it: Katamars & Orsozoxi

Rain lashed against my windshield like angry nails as I white-knuckled through Beaumont's flooded streets last Tuesday. My knuckles matched the ashen sky, tension coiling in my shoulders after three near-collisions. That's when my trembling thumb found the chipped corner of my phone screen, stabbing blindly at the only icon that ever cuts through my commute dread. Suddenly, velvet darkness filled the car - not silence, but the rich baritone of Erik Tee dissecting last night's Lamar University ga

The vibration startled me - not the usual buzz, but that deep thrum signaling catastrophe. My CEO's name flashed on screen as rain lashed against the taxi window. "We need you in Tokyo tomorrow morning," his voice crackled through the storm static. "Black-tie investor gala. Your presentation secured the slot." My stomach dropped. Three years of work culminating in this moment, and I was hurtling toward JFK wearing yesterday's wrinkled chinos with nothing formal but gym socks in my carry-on. Pani

The morning light sliced through my apartment blinds like shards of broken glass, a cruel reminder of another sleepless night. My hands trembled as I scrolled through endless emails – deadlines bleeding into personal crises, a relentless tsunami of demands. Coffee tasted like ash. Prayer felt like shouting into a void. That’s when my thumb, moving on muscle memory alone, brushed against the icon: a simple loaf of bread superimposed on a cross. Bread of Judah. I’d downloaded it weeks ago in a mom

Rain lashed against the study window as my toddler's wails sliced through the house. I hunched over Isaiah 53, three commentaries splayed like wounded birds across my desk - one sliding into a coffee puddle as my elbow bumped it. Ink bled through thin pages where I'd scribbled insights, now illegible smears mocking my desperation to finish Sunday's sermon before midnight. That familiar panic rose: the crushing weight of theological depth demanded by my congregation, trapped beneath physical limi

Rain lashed against my apartment window that Tuesday night, mirroring the storm inside me. I’d just ended a 14-hour work marathon, my eyes burning from spreadsheets, my soul feeling like parched desert sand. Scrolling aimlessly through my phone, I passed fitness trackers screaming about neglected steps, meditation apps chirping about mindfulness I couldn’t muster, and social feeds overflowing with curated joy that only deepened my isolation. Then, tucked between a food delivery service and a ban

It was one of those rainy Tuesday afternoons when desperation starts to creep under your skin. My laptop had finally given up the ghost after six faithful years, leaving me staring at a blank screen that reflected my own panic. As a freelance writer, my livelihood literally depended on having a functioning machine, and the timing couldn't have been worse—right between payments, with my bank account looking thinner than a supermodel's memoir. I remember the cold sweat forming on my palm

Rain lashed against the office windows as I stared at my monitor, fingers drumming on the keyboard. Outside, London's gray afternoon mirrored my sinking mood. Somewhere in Chennai, Virat Kohli was battling a ferocious bowling attack in the final session of a Test match that had gripped me for five days. Trapped in a budget meeting with my boss droning about quarterly projections, I felt the familiar panic rise - that gut-wrenching fear of missing cricket history unfolding 5,000 miles away. My ph