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Gasping between bench presses last Tuesday, my arms trembled like overcooked spaghetti. That hollow ache in my gut wasn't hunger - it was betrayal. For months I'd choked down dry chicken breasts and chalky protein shakes, watching gym bros chomp steaks while my progress flatlined. My trainer's meal plan read like punishment: "8oz turkey, 1 cup broccoli, repeat." The third identical Tupperware that week nearly made me hurl it against the locker room tiles.

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That Tuesday in July, Phoenix heat pressed against my windows like a physical force when the migraine hit – a familiar, unwelcome guest. My fingers fumbled through the medicine cabinet only to grasp empty air where my usual relief should've been. The CVS receipt from last month's refill flashed in my mind: $167 for thirty tiny pills. Pure robbery. Sweat trickled down my neck as panic coiled in my chest – not just from the pain, but knowing I'd have to choose between groceries and not vomiting fr

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Midnight oil burned through my retinas as coding errors mocked me from dual monitors. My knuckles whitened around cold coffee – I needed violence. Not real bloodshed, but digital catharsis sharp enough to slice through programming fatigue. That's when Big Shark Vs Small Sharks tore into my life like a rogue wave. Forget leisurely fish-watching; this was baptism by saltwater frenzy.

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Saturday morning sunlight glared off the synthetic turf as my son pivoted during warm-ups. That’s when I heard it – the sickening crack of plastic snapping. His left soccer cleat had split clean across the sole, hanging limp like a broken jaw. Ten minutes until kickoff. My stomach dropped like a penalty kick into the abyss. The Panic Button

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