flute 2025-10-31T17:57:26Z

Rain lashed against my apartment windows as I stood paralyzed before the mirror, my reflection mocking me with every passing minute. The clock screamed 7:03 PM - thirty-seven minutes until the charity gala where I'd be photographed alongside industry titans. My hands trembled over a mountain of discarded outfits: the emerald dress made me look sallow, the navy pantsuit screamed "corporate drone," and that expensive silk blouse suddenly seemed to highlight every insecurity. Panic tasted metallic

It was 3 AM, and the world outside my window was a silent, dark abyss, but inside, my apartment was a symphony of despair. My newborn, Lily, had been crying for what felt like an eternity, her tiny lungs unleashing a torrent of sound that echoed off the walls and straight into my frazzled soul. I was a zombie, moving through motions I barely remembered from the prenatal classes, my eyes burning with exhaustion. My husband was snoring softly in the other room, and I envied him deeply. In that mom