hadith study 2025-09-13T08:24:15Z
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It was one of those bleary-eyed nights, the kind where the digital clock glowed 2:37 AM, and my soul felt like it was drowning in a sea of unanswered questions. I’d been hunched over my phone for hours, scrolling through fragmented websites on Islamic teachings, each click unleashing a barrage of pop-up ads—flashy banners for diet pills and cheap travel deals that mocked my quest for spiritual clarity. My fingers trembled with exhaustion as I tried to piece together a hadith about patience, only
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Rain lashed against my study window at 3 AM, mirroring the storm in my mind. I'd spent four hours chasing a single hadith reference through crumbling manuscripts - Arabic calligraphy swimming before my sleep-deprived eyes, Urdu commentaries contradicting each other, and my own English notes becoming incoherent scribbles. My fingernails dug crescent moons into my palms as I fought the urge to sweep everything onto the floor. This wasn't scholarship; it was torture by parchment.