homesickness 2025-11-10T16:07:27Z

It was a dreary afternoon in New York City, the kind where the rain taps relentlessly against the windowpane, and a sense of isolation creeps in like an uninvited guest. I had just moved here for work, and while the city's energy was electrifying, there were moments—like this one—when the cacophony of sirens and hurried footsteps made me ache for the warm, familiar chatter of Spanish radio back home. That's when I fumbled for my phone, my fingers trembling slightly from the cold, and tapped on t

Frost painted intricate patterns on my Toronto apartment window as another endless January night settled in. I'd been staring at a blank document for hours, my fingers stiff from cold and creative paralysis. Six months into this Canadian writing residency, the romantic notion of solitude had curdled into crushing isolation. My Indonesian roots felt like faded ink on yellowed paper – distant and illegible. That's when I remembered the curious icon buried in my phone: Radio Indonesia FM Online. Wh

Rain lashed against my Toronto apartment window as I stared at the blank document on my screen. The cursor blinked with mocking regularity, each flash amplifying the hollow ache in my chest. It was Thai Pongal week, and the scent of milk boiling over - that quintessential Tamil festival aroma - existed only in memory. My mother's voice from yesterday's call echoed: "The whole compound is buzzing like a beehive, kanna. You should see the kolams!" That's when the digital chasm felt deepest - when