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    Rain lashed against my Brooklyn apartment window as I stared at the faded leotard hanging in my closet. It had been 18 months since my knee surgery, 18 months since I'd last felt that electric connection between music and movement. Physical therapy printouts littered my coffee table like tombstones for abandoned dreams. That's when my phone buzzed with a notification that would unknowingly rewrite my recovery narrative. - 
  
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    Rain lashed against the skyscraper windows as I paced the marble floor of the investment firm's lobby, my dress shoes squeaking with each nervous turn. Fifteen minutes until my pitch meeting - the culmination of six months of work - and I realized with gut-wrenching clarity that my physical ID wallet lay forgotten on my kitchen counter. Security wouldn't budge without verification. "No identification, no entry," the stone-faced guard repeated, his hand resting on the biometric scanner. My career - 
  
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