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The first time I stepped onto the Expo City site, the Dubai heat slapped me like a physical force – 47°C of shimmering haze that made the cranes in the distance dance like mirages. My boots sank into sand that wasn't supposed to be there, a gritty intruder on polished concrete. For three weeks, I moved through dormitory blocks and construction zones like a ghost, surrounded by thousands yet utterly alone. Faces blurred into a beige tapestry of hard hats and sweat-stained shirts. I'd eat lunch fa

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