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The fluorescent lights of the emergency room buzzed like angry hornets, casting long shadows that danced across my husband’s pale face. His sudden collapse at dinner had thrown our world into chaos – ambulance sirens, frantic calls, the sterile smell of antiseptic clinging to my clothes. As I gripped his cold hand, reality crashed: our toddler was alone at home with an empty fridge, my phone battery blinked red at 3%, and the hospital cafeteria had closed hours ago. Panic clawed up my throat, me

Rain lashed against my windshield like thrown gravel as I white-knuckled the steering wheel through Pennsylvania's backroads. That familiar acid-burn of panic started creeping up my throat when dispatch's ringtone blared – again. Third call in twenty minutes. Last time this happened, I'd dropped my logbook trying to answer, coffee spilling across vital manifests. This time though, my eyes stayed locked on hairpin curves while my thumb found the glowing notification on my dash-mounted tablet. "ET

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