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    Rain lashed against my apartment window that Tuesday evening, the kind of downpour that turns sidewalks into rivers and moods into soggy messes. I'd just swiped away the final episode of that anime – you know the one – leaving my chest hollow as a discarded cicada shell. There's a special flavor of grief reserved for stories that end too perfectly, where you can't even rage against unsatisfying conclusions because the creators stuck the landing with brutal elegance. My thumb scrolled through app - 
  
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