restorative neuroscience 2025-09-15T20:28:33Z
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Another night of staring at the digital clock's crimson glare – 2:47 AM mocking me with its persistence. My bones ached with that peculiar exhaustion that comes not from physical labor, but from the mind's refusal to surrender. The ceiling fan's rhythmic whir felt like a countdown to another ruined day ahead. I'd tried every remedy: chamomile tea that tasted like grassy disappointment, meditation apps that left me more aware of my racing thoughts, even absurd sheep-counting exercises that just m