adaptive tsumego 2025-09-11T13:54:54Z
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The 2:37 AM silence had teeth tonight. Outside my Brooklyn window, a garbage truck's distant groan echoed the frustration churning in my gut. Another ranked match lost—crushed by a reading blunder so elementary it felt like betrayal. My physical tsumego books lay scattered like fallen soldiers, their dog-eared pages whispering of countless failed attempts. Diagrams blurred. I was tracing lines, not seeing shapes. The wall felt physical, cold stone against my ambition.