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The Berlin drizzle painted my window gray that Tuesday evening. I'd just finished another plate of schnitzel – perfectly crispy, yet achingly unfamiliar. My fingers traced the cold screen of my tablet, scrolling past Nordic noir and British baking shows. Nothing stuck. That hollow feeling in my chest wasn't homesickness; it was cultural starvation. Then I remembered María's WhatsApp message: "Have you tried RCN Total? Mamá watches her novelas there."

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